I haven't written in here for a while because I've been so negative lately. I don't quite know what's wrong but I have a good day then 3 awful ones, then 2 good ones, one bad one...etc.
The good days are fantastic! It's usually the boys and I getting along with things happily. We might get out of the house and go for a nice walk or just stay home and still have fun. The bad days, like today, are so depressing! I wrote a list earlier of all the things I feel are going wrong but I won't bore you with the details. Suffice to say that I'm not in a comfortable place and it seems I have little support from friends and family at the moment (which I've no right to complain about as I hardly have time for them myself). Dark times for sure!
No doubt I will pull myself out of this funk but oh how lonely life is when you have abundant needs and nothing to give in return.
2 comments:
You are too hard on yourself your doing a fantastic job!
I am here whenever you need me
xoxo
Thanks Jackie for being so lovely xxx
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