My boys

It's the strangest feeling when I'm cuddling Jasper and my tummy starts changing shape. I can actually feel my heart growing bigger to accommodate this new little boy into my/our world.

I don't spend much time thinking about how Jasper will cope when this little one makes an appearance in May but it's difficult not to wonder for just a tiny second. I'm sure he will be fine with my time being divided (and I hope he will cope fine with Remmy's time being divided)...will he be gentle enough though? I guess it's our job to teach him to be gentle. Maybe I should give him one of my childhood dolls to play with now so he gets a head start. Watch this space!

As for my other 'boy'...how will he cope when this new bub arrives? Do you know what? I think we will have a better relationship after this bub than what we did after Jasper was born simply because many of our struggles were over both of us wanting to do everything! At least neither of us will be physically able to do everything when we have two little munchkins! He is a great Dad and deserves so much credit for the time he puts into his role.

I feel so lucky to be the 'lady of [a] house' of three boys...my boys.